That’s it: I’m not a rpg gamer anymore. I finally sold my Wraith books, thus removing most of my rpg collection. I’m left with Kult 2nd edition rule book, which I’m selling as soon as possible (so if you’re interested in buying it for, say, 15 euros + postage, contact me). EDIT: It sold immediately, so there’s no use asking for it anymore.
I guess I just finally figured out I’m not a roleplayer (I gave up live action games already years ago). Roleplaying games can be fun, but they take tremendous amount of effort and compared to that, board games are easier to organize and more fun to play, really.